February 2012
50 posts
Thanks for making shit worse
I’m already having an awful night and you throwing this when your 18 shit jst pissed me off even more. Yes when I’m 18 I can say fuck you without looking back. Mother fucking bitch ass nigga.
I’m at that point where I’ve given up in school. I’m holding on to what I can but the motivation isn’t there anymore. I’m at that point where everything upsets me and I’m angry all the time. I’m also at that point where I just don’t want to talk to anyone because I just don’t care anymore and its obvious other people don’t either....
I thought you were pathetic for the shit that you do and the way you act. But truthfully, I guess I’m pretty pathetic too because of everything.
I can’t get my hopes up. I can’t get crushed.
I don’t want to get my hopes up. I really don’t, but I can’t help it.
Drop the people who don’t care about you.
chinkymonster:
If they continuously hurt you in any way then you obviously don’t need them in your life. Don’t get too attached to them because you’re just falling into their trap. You want someone to love you, not hurt you. Who cares if you really love them, do you still want to get hurt over and over again? Why are you still hanging on to them? because you think they’ll come back to you but...
I'm slowly falling apart.
Today, my teacher asked me "Why you mad though"
hahah, wtf.
marvie’s mix once again!
Married Life -...
When you stop trying, then all of a sudden the other person starts too.
I dont get butterflies when you talk to me anymore. Thats a sign.
I hope you don't think I'm okay because I'm not.
I gave up so much for you. Yet you don't even...
Me: God, can I ask You a question?
God: Sure
Me: Promise You won't get mad
God: I promise
Me: Why did You let so much stuff happen to me today?
God: What do u mean?
Me: Well, I woke up late
God: Yes
Me: My car took forever to start
God: Okay
Me: at lunch they made my sandwich wrong & I had to wait
God: Huummm
Me: On the way home, my phone went DEAD, just as I picked up a call
God: All right
Me: And on top of it all off, when I got home ~I just want to soak my feet in my new foot massager & relax. BUT it wouldn't work!!! Nothing went right today! Why did You do that?
God: Let me see, the death angel was at your bed this morning & I had to send one of My Angels to battle him for your life. I let you sleep through that
Me (humbled): OH
GOD: I didn't let your car start because there was a drunk driver on your route that would have hit you if you were on the road.
Me: (ashamed)
God: The first person who made your sandwich today was sick & I didn't want you to catch what they have, I knew you couldn't afford to miss work.
Me (embarrassed): Okay
God: Your phone went dead bcuz the person that was calling was going to give false witness about what you said on that call, I didn't even let you talk to them so you would be covered.
Me (softly): I see God
God: Oh and that foot massager, it had a shortage that was going to throw out all of the power in your house tonight. I didn't think you wanted to be in the dark.
Me: I'm Sorry God
God: Don't be sorry, just learn to Trust Me.... in All things , the Good & the bad.
Me: I will trust You.
God: And don't doubt that My plan for your day is Always Better than your plan.
Me: I won't God. And let me just tell you God, Thank You for Everything today.
God: You're welcome child. It was just another day being your God and I Love looking after My Children...
Somedays I wish you didn't exist, but others I...
