December 2010
11 posts
2010
I don’t know what it was about this year that changed me. maybe I was tired of being the same person who was afraid to try new things. I can’t explain it but I look back just even 6 months ago and I see a change. I don’t think it’s for the worst cause that’s not true. I’m proud of who I am. I accept the decisions I’ve mad even if there embarrassing or...
Before the year ends,
I want to do something spontaneous and exciting. Something that will change my life forever. Something that’s not me.
Don't ask about my life,
I can't do this anymore.
I really want too… But I know I can’t. I really want too… But it’s to complicated. I really want too… But it’s me being a bad friend.
-trishriv:
I know it’s wrong for me to have that small crush on you. I know it’s wrong that I’m always anxious for my class to end to get to the next one just to see you. I know it’s wrong to test you. But it’s wrong when I feel bad but at the same time I’m hoping you like me too but it’s even worse because I know you got her also. I like to think you have no feelings for me whatsoever. Because...
Secret Santa,
If everyone’s doing secret santa and you have a person you need to get something for, please get them something. It does not have to be something that cost money but just the simple “you’re a great person” type of note will suffice. It’s really sad when you see everyone else has gotten something that came from the heart and you’re just on the side line wishing...
You my friend are such a fake. You play these games that don’t show who you really are but you expect me to play along. What do I look like to you? I’m not going to put up with your shit nor am I going to sit back and let you use me like that. I deserve better and I know I’ll have better.
It’s one of those things that you can’t control but at the same time it feels like you don’t really want to control it.
Everything is so new to me. I don’t know what to do.
Didjaknow?
Soshanna Santos is like the best person ever. I’m glad we got over all the drama from the past and reconnected once again this year. She can be such a nice considerate person when she isn’t beating people up. Hehehe. “nom nom nom”
I. CANNOT. BE. FEELING. LIKE. THIS.